i want to say i’m really fine.
putting on a smile while the face awaits to crack.
photos that simply provoke memories.
unworthy thoughts in the wonder.
dreaming of the overly-wishful feelings.
waiting for the impossible.
the heart that seems to hurt.
drawing deadlines with no idea what to do.
so tired yet the mind can’t rest.
exhausted to the extreme.
giddy spells striking even more often.
like going to collapse anytime.
nothing and nobody to fall back on.
that’s probably why i’m still going strong…

anyways, thanks for all the concern messages.
much appreciated.