seeing boyf off has never been harder; i’ve always been strong to not cry every single time but yesterday, i kinda just lost it all. i probably started crying since a couple of days back and was totally weeping my hearts out on Saturday night. somehow i cried myself to sleep again last night after dinner cos even my parents went out of town at the same time. it’s like i suddenly feel more than just lonely; am quite lost too considering i’ve been seeing boyf everyday for the past 7 weeks. think i’m getting weaker with every reunion & separation. probably takes some time to adjust my mood back. i just wish for him to be back for good, sooner…..