for my own keep, interesting summarised stats from wordpress:
The stats helper monkeys at WordPress.com mulled over how this blog did in 2010, and here’s a high level summary of its overall blog health:
The Blog-Health-o-Meter™ reads Wow.
as the year slowly comes to an end, we tend to be more emotional and attempt to reflect on our doings for the year. anyways, change change CHANGE! so many changes around me, so many changes that i wanna do as well. in a way, feel like i’m somebody who’s always waiting for a change THAN really working on making one. probably time for some “real” change. for a start, made a little amendments to the fleur de lys theme. a little colour change and my dear little e<3 logo. something for the new year at least? (:
woken up.
honestly, there isn’t a particular reason for locking my blog for the past few weeks. probably just wanted to keep the access to myself. nothing special too. i still blogged as per normal. anyways, now that i’m up again, just wanted to say: i’ve really AWESOME friends. thankyou for being there! ❤
i guess all of us have a role to play in life. but what is it that we really are? what if we’re in a role that’s not suited for us? do we still have to act like we’re in it? how tiring is it to live life like a drama? sometimes i really wonder which side of humans is real..
as much as i always wanted an iPhone and was ready to get one the day my 24-months contract ended 2 weeks back, i was actually forced to make a decision last night to switch. well, was initially told i’ve to wait like 2-3 weeks for the stock but it came yesterday! and if i didn’t take it up, the phone will be given to the next reservation on the list. so yup, i took it up. can’t believe i actually wanted to tear when wiping all the data in my blackberry. 8 months and i’m already quite emotionally attached to my dear berry. guess i’ll just need to find a better owner for it now?
and amazingly, i actually ain’t excited bout my new phone like how i’d always be. i feel more of troubled now. troubled at what “tasks” i should split between my iPhone and my iPod touch. somehow, i feel the redundancy for the touch. HMM…
I guess it’s really true that the higher the expectation, the higher the disappointment. Well, it sucks when you weren’t expecting anything initially, but when you start expecting, the only return you get is disappointment. I realised that I always get it from people I kinda care about. Why is it that people I ain’t expecting anything from always bring me unexpected “surprises”? That’s the irony. Why do I, somehow, always have to learn things the hard way? So tired. Happy birthday to me. Happy indeed….
away from you.
11 more days to the new year, to a new 2011. well, other than the difference in the numbers when you write the year, it’s actually just another normal day. somehow, though, for the past couple of years, been trying to write those what we call “resolutions” and what was done in the year, what to expect in the following year and all. it’s becoming like a norm? or perhaps, just another way to psycho myself or find a reason to do things i’ve been procrastinating?
it’s supposed to be my favourite week of the entire year. it’s the festive season, it’s my birthday week. idk why i feel so empty, lost and unhappy still. is it whatever that has been happening around me? or is it just myself that hasn’t let go of all the unhappy and what-if thoughts? hate it when i’m like that. and the saying goes: “the grass is always greener on the other side..” maybe it just applied everywhere.
was scrolling through like 5000 over pictures on my facebook. realised how much people changed over the years. well, just looks only that is, change is inevitable. my girlfriends became prettier, boyfriends looking more mature. as for myself, i actually liked my look the best 2 years ago. maybe it’s just the hair. maybe the face. maybe i looked slimmer back then. or i thought i was prettier. maybe, ultimately, i was simply happier. somehow, there was less of complicated stuffs. and since they say smile is the best make-up one can ever have, maybe back then, i had the best make up although my complexion was crap. *laughs*
was randomly catching up with keith earlier on and he passed this quote from Albert Einstein to me: “”Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.” well, so true but at times i actually define that action as stupidity. (:
knowing limits.
finally went for the SIA cabin crew interview after so long. been contemplating, deciding, and chickening out for the past 2 times in the last 3 months. well, i probably mustered enough courage from ting but yups, as expected, i didn’t even go through the 1st round. nopes, i’m not disappointed but in fact, happy that i went because at least now i know how it is like and i swear it’s so much better than i expected. (:
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