it’s supposed to be my favourite week of the entire year. it’s the festive season, it’s my birthday week. idk why i feel so empty, lost and unhappy still. is it whatever that has been happening around me? or is it just myself that hasn’t let go of all the unhappy and what-if thoughts? hate it when i’m like that. and the saying goes: “the grass is always greener on the other side..” maybe it just applied everywhere.

was scrolling through like 5000 over pictures on my facebook. realised how much people changed over the years. well, just looks only that is, change is inevitable. my girlfriends became prettier, boyfriends looking more mature. as for myself, i actually liked my look the best 2 years ago. maybe it’s just the hair. maybe the face. maybe i looked slimmer back then. or i thought i was prettier. maybe, ultimately, i was simply happier. somehow, there was less of complicated stuffs. and since they say smile is the best make-up one can ever have, maybe back then, i had the best make up although my complexion was crap. *laughs*

was randomly catching up with keith earlier on and he passed this quote from Albert Einstein to me: “”Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.” well, so true but at times i actually define that action as stupidity. (: