this is becoming like a “project sucks” whining zone. i wished i could afford time for proper photos-ful entry. OB is killing me; draining me off all energy. it’s not that i’ve no motivation to do work; i just have no clue at all. i’m pretty sure DC was so much better. staring at the same old thing for hours, flipping through all the supposingly useful books. so much that i WANT to do, but so little that i CAN do. sorry my dear mates, i’m so not productive. one last day to rush. perk up now, tsehwee; clear all useless thoughts please..

despite all these; why do i still…