wanted to know.

they were supposed to be my source of motivation. but yes, with the words “were supposed”, it simply meant they weren’t; at least, not today. probably choosing to stay home was a bad choice. was too tired thus i decided to give the trip to school a miss, and happily dreamt my way till 12pm. took out the pens, textbook, notes and paper but they have been left untouched right in front of me for 8 hours now. spent the entire time watching dramas and playing theme hospital. sighs. where’s the sense of urgency?! ):

in denial.