up and away.

moonlighting has cost me like half of my life. plus a whole week packed with parties and all, it’s like i’ve no time to rest at all. i thought this was what i wanted from the start but i realised it ain’t working out. keeping myself busy was supposed to distract me from all the unnecessary thinking and all but it seems like they still get to me even when i get a split second of unoccupied time. i suppose this isn’t a solution afterall. lost all purpose and there’s no point already. anyways, time flies right? it’s already June now and i wished i could have school holidays like the kids and go for a little getaway. the question now is, can i afford it? not so much about the money though (i’ve been spending like everything’s free recently), but more of the time. do i have it? i really wonder…

i’d smile for you.