Colbie Caillat – Realize
*please rise for the arrival of my new love*

heh, not a very newly-launched camera but still good. other than that it still operates on AA batteries and it’s a little more bulky, i like everything about it. afterall, it is a Performance series camera. but most importantly, it is officially my property! i won it in a competition but it’s a secret.. *smiles
too many random happenings recently and i’m seriously tired of it. one by one the thoughts accumulate and unknowingly, they come haunting me altogether.
chanced upon this small Q&A in one of the magazines and it updated my knowledge database. i’ve always thought that one will get wetter if you run in the rain – because i remembered someone telling me so when i was younger.. but now it’s proven that it’s the opposite!

have been reading forums these few days and it’s kinda demoralizing to know that most people who got their acceptance letters from local Us are those who got COM or GPA >3.7, which means that it’s pretty hopeless for me already. and i’m starting to regret not applying to SMU because that is where the most averaged-GPA graduands managed to get in..
i know i shouldn’t go on whining like there’s no tomorrow because the rejection letter has yet to come – meaning there’s still a tiny bit of chance. but, i guess it’s more practical to face the fact and start planning my alternative route instead.
anyways, happy 21st to jerms. (:
went chevrons to sing again. asked the gang to go in the afternoon to save us the duper late sleeps and traveling. but well, we still stayed until after 1am though we went at 2pm. totaled up to nearly half a day immersed in music.

i slept the whole day away. good in a sense that i managed to replenish some lost sleep (with the fact that somebody woke me up THRICE with smses that did not answer my question). by the way, this is the cutie pie who always makes my Sundays cheerful. damn cute. i shall take a better photo with her next time and show you. (:

too many wants and needs cause miseries. i’ve already lost count of all the wants; too unlimited. but right now, i guess my only need right now is – a place in the university. i don’t see anything more important than furthering my studies.
anyways, finally got camera to connect to the computer. updates for yesterday’s KTV session will be up next.
the tiny ants running about on my desk are pissing me off. the camera that wouldn’t connect again is pissing me off. the stupid laggy connection is pissing me off. having nothing to do on a sunday is pissing me off. being really hungry with no lunch available is pissing me off. being unable to solve my case on nds is pissing me off. everything just seems to be pissing me off and yes, i’m really pissed. but i shall refrain from using that F word. lastly, i really miss my boy….
anyways, happy birthday to my dearest! (:
the day started off badly with me missing 6 trains straight in a row. why? it was too full to even squeeze in. but of course, there are those typical Singaporeans who think they are skinny enough to become sardines in a tin. i only managed to board an emptier train like after a 25-minutes wait. gosh, i guess taking the opposite direction and back would earn me a better place.
anyways, getting to do the things i enjoy, work has been pretty meaningful lately.. so much so that i didn’t mind doing OT (if i was allowed to). stayed till around 5.40pm only and my supervisor was chasing me home already. *laughs* well, in any case, it’s Friday night! do you smell fun? i think i can feel it coming my way.. heh. happy weekends to all! (:
found a letter on my table but disappointingly, not one from the universities. but well, finally some updates from the school on Graduation 2008. i was just wondering if i should invite my parents to the ceremony with the invitation card. i’m just afraid it will be too boring for them. afterall, it’s not as if i’m some top student who will be getting noble awards. *laughs*

i’ve been through a similar situation, feeling the same emotions, the exact same pain.. thinking about it alone is enough to cause sleepless nights. but well, it’s not the first time i hate myself anyways. oh yes, a good news for the clique – yong beng has finally obtained the license to become a road hazard. congrats! (:
out of a sudden, i missed watching soccer matches like how i did a couple of years ago.. heh, so i made it a point to wake up this morning to support my idol’s team! i’d say it is one of the most thrilling games i’ve ever caught. 6 goals with 3 scored in the last 8 minutes.
