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Persevere

have you, at some point of time, just feel like giving up totally? i’ve probably asked this question and feel this way too many times already. well, i almost broke down into tears again today, but the voice inside me encouraged me to hang on. call me incapable or simply lousy; i just can’t handle things or people i cannot control. that, you can also say, is my greatest fear in life.

the kids are adorable, and i love them. but at times (most of the times actually), they seem to go against me so much that i can’t take it. i try so hard but still, have absolutely no clues on what to do. then, i can only throw the job to my babes when they arrive which makes me feel like a complete irresponsible idiot. *sigh* so many times i want to just wash my hands off everything; yet as many times, i find myself walking back into the same old circle.

oh well… on a happier note, i’m quite done with the hateful OB essay! *grins* need to squeeze more brain juice to decide on which words to cut away though. at the same time, am contemplating if i should ask the lecturer to look through my essay tomorrow because i really DON’T feel like thinking of ways to improve it anymore, even if i HAVE to. haha..

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Heavenly kids

the officer and the kid.

was our duty to look after the kids last friday. brother cabbed down in his uniform which, i’d say, ended up quite wasteful. but well, had fun with the kids.. at least, looking at all their innocent faces is enough to bring a smile to your face. *laughs* that little boy was so adorable and i like the way he smiled at me. (:

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Education

i’m so impressed. i took my 5-year old darling to the toilet today and after she was done with her stuffs, she actually started washing her hands in the above way (or even more than just that 6 steps). so adorable! she was trying to recall each and every step she was taught in school, and she even recited the steps to me so that i could learn too. with that, think thrice before you teach a kid something you’re unsure of because i think, they really learn..

rights, if you’ve noticed, i changed my current media again! right now, it’s playing this pretty boy’s song! i really love his voice, unique with a style of his own. been waiting for the songs and his album to be out and yup, today is the day i own all of them! *grins*

oh yes, and i almost forgot, i haven’t wished my daddy, “happy fathers’ day!“. oops.

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I’m tired

sometimes, if you don’t feel IN place, you’ve no motivation to continue at all. i’m really getting tired of all these responsibilities. it’s like, i’m starting to think i’m there for the sake of being there, not because i want to be there. do you see how pointless it is? i wish i could just let go & heck it all but i don’t want to be labeled “irresponsible”. and then again, i feel that there are others more suitable for this appointment, this position, this place i’m trying hard to fit into..

my decision.

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Cutie pie

i slept the whole day away. good in a sense that i managed to replenish some lost sleep (with the fact that somebody woke me up THRICE with smses that did not answer my question). by the way, this is the cutie pie who always makes my Sundays cheerful. damn cute. i shall take a better photo with her next time and show you. (:

too many wants and needs cause miseries. i’ve already lost count of all the wants; too unlimited. but right now, i guess my only need right now is – a place in the university. i don’t see anything more important than furthering my studies.

anyways, finally got camera to connect to the computer. updates for yesterday’s KTV session will be up next.

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In and out

had our 4e3 class gathering yesterday at holland V’s essential brew. was quite amazed that many many turned up. some even brought their other halves. had a reservation for 20 pax and eventually we filled the spaces up. the place was nice to chill but not very comfy for us wearing skirts. went to this bar after that for drinks and their soccer match but left earlier to catch the last bus.. as usual, waiting for others to send me pictures. (:

woke up quite early this morning and went to the opposite block for du jing ban. it was my first time there so it’s quite stressful. but although the kids were so hyper that it was kinda hard to control, their cuteness offsets everything. well, too early for any conclusion. shall see how the following sundays go..

bought myself this to reduce the stress on my phone since i decided not to change till my plan expires. didn’t think there is a need for a very good and expensive one cos this mini 2gb zen stone plus is already more than enough for me.

and yea, one thing to feel happy about.. all 3 pays are finally here! but, other than these, my income is like stagnant already while the outgo is never-ending. guess most is spent on food during gatherings as well as traveling. well, shall stop whining about getting a job because i know i’m going to get one eventually. LOL. and it’s time to save up for taiwan trip this december already! (:

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