Thoughts

Mommy’s little helper

right, the weekend is coming to an end in a blink of the eyes. i thought the week went on pretty fast although there wasn’t much to keep me occupied. well, daddy claims that i’m hooked to ace attorney which i definitely think otherwise. in fact, i just want to complete the game sooner so that i can stop facing that little pink device.

anyways, this is one of mommy’s specialty – little cup cheesecake. i volunteered to be her little helper last night so that i’ll deserve more of the leftovers. *grins*

cheesecake (:

Sunday April 27, 2008 0

Abandoned

have been doing research for my work recently so didn’t have much “free-office-hours” to read already. because of that, the passion seems to have died down once again. but nopes, shall not let it happen and i’m going to finish up the books on hand as & when i’ve got the time. i saw this quote somewhere and i find it very true.

“Reading gives us somewhere to go when we have to stay where we are.”
– by Mason Cooley

this is a book about the author’s broken childhood and how she managed to walk out of the darkness. i think it’s pretty inspiring and it really makes your heart go out for her. if you like life stories, this is one book you should get. she was featured in one of the articles in the February 2008 issue of Reader’s Digest where they advertised her blog. and yup, that was where i came to know about her book..

friday night whines

Friday April 25, 2008 3

Doubts

they don’t deserve to be loved.. all these talks about happily ever after; they are just make-believes. relationships are so fragile. seen too much around. i don’t want to picture myself in the broken mirror. lost faith. shouldn’t love, wouldn’t love. the hurtful truth – i’d rather not know. learnt to believe, Hate is a better emotion.

Sunday April 20, 2008 2

The wait

too many random happenings recently and i’m seriously tired of it. one by one the thoughts accumulate and unknowingly, they come haunting me altogether.

chanced upon this small Q&A in one of the magazines and it updated my knowledge database. i’ve always thought that one will get wetter if you run in the rain – because i remembered someone telling me so when i was younger.. but now it’s proven that it’s the opposite!

have been reading forums these few days and it’s kinda demoralizing to know that most people who got their acceptance letters from local Us are those who got COM or GPA >3.7, which means that it’s pretty hopeless for me already. and i’m starting to regret not applying to SMU because that is where the most averaged-GPA graduands managed to get in..

i know i shouldn’t go on whining like there’s no tomorrow because the rejection letter has yet to come – meaning there’s still a tiny bit of chance. but, i guess it’s more practical to face the fact and start planning my alternative route instead.

anyways, happy 21st to jerms. (:

Tuesday April 15, 2008 4

Cutie pie

i slept the whole day away. good in a sense that i managed to replenish some lost sleep (with the fact that somebody woke me up THRICE with smses that did not answer my question). by the way, this is the cutie pie who always makes my Sundays cheerful. damn cute. i shall take a better photo with her next time and show you. (:

too many wants and needs cause miseries. i’ve already lost count of all the wants; too unlimited. but right now, i guess my only need right now is – a place in the university. i don’t see anything more important than furthering my studies.

anyways, finally got camera to connect to the computer. updates for yesterday’s KTV session will be up next.

Sunday April 13, 2008 2

PMO

the tiny ants running about on my desk are pissing me off. the camera that wouldn’t connect again is pissing me off. the stupid laggy connection is pissing me off. having nothing to do on a sunday is pissing me off. being really hungry with no lunch available is pissing me off. being unable to solve my case on nds is pissing me off. everything just seems to be pissing me off and yes, i’m really pissed. but i shall refrain from using that F word. lastly, i really miss my boy….

anyways, happy birthday to my dearest! (:

Sunday April 13, 2008 4

A letter

found a letter on my table but disappointingly, not one from the universities. but well, finally some updates from the school on Graduation 2008. i was just wondering if i should invite my parents to the ceremony with the invitation card. i’m just afraid it will be too boring for them. afterall, it’s not as if i’m some top student who will be getting noble awards. *laughs*

i’ve been through a similar situation, feeling the same emotions, the exact same pain.. thinking about it alone is enough to cause sleepless nights. but well, it’s not the first time i hate myself anyways. oh yes, a good news for the clique – yong beng has finally obtained the license to become a road hazard. congrats! (:

Thursday April 10, 2008 0

Aviary ktv

went SIM for the UoL briefing with my girls after work today.. come to think of it, i should have enough time to apply for it if i don’t get any letters from NUS and NTU by may.. anyways, seems like today’s updates are all overdue photos. have 2 masterpieces but shall upload them tmr because it’s way past my sleeping time!

and before i go to bed, the last post of the night shall include a couple of photos from saturday night’s ktv session with the extended gang..

Monday March 31, 2008 0

Unfound

The pharmacist arrives at work to find a frightened-looking man against the wall.
“What’s wrong with him?” the pharmacist asked his clerk.
“He wanted cough medicine but i couldn’t find any, so i gave him a laxative.”
“Laxatives won’t cure a cough,” yelled the owner.
“Sure they will. look at him. he’s afraid to cough.”

a very random joke i came across in RD. anyways, it really sucks to not have photos because there isn’t anything else interesting to look out for in this space. unfortunately, the memory card didn’t work on wu’s laptop either. hopefully i can get a USB cable from the company tmr and get the pictures loaded.

hmm. went chevrons’s aviary ktv last night with the extended gang. the place is so nice that it beats going to partyworld and kbox. but too bad, i can’t be a chevrons member. ): we sang from about 11pm till the last song at 2.50am. the drinks there are kinda cheap too but my choices were restricted because i had to drive. and i’ve been having this terrible headache since last night which i think i probably just need more rest.

oh yea, it’s monday again tmr and it’s hello to 4th week at nikon. university posting results should be out anytime soon and i’m keeping my fingers crossed. come to think of it, i’ve got no idea what to do if i’m rejected from NUS and NTU because i didn’t do anything called “back-up plans” & “applications elsewhere”..

Sunday March 30, 2008 2