so as not to snap the thread,
been weeks since i last did a proper update, it’s a wonder how i can take my blog being so empty. maybe as you grow older and have more important things to do, this isn’t an option of a choice. well, have loads of postdated photos but so much that it’s gonna overwhelm this entry. hence, i’ve decided to TRY to keep it short by combining photos. trust me, i had a hard time choosing like a few out of the hundreds but well, if there’s a need and there’s time, i’ll definitely up them onto FB.
happy birthday sissy!
and my sissy turns 23 today!! while running council errands at JP today, got sissy a cake from the Icing Room as well. spent like 10-15 minutes decorating the cake a little. luckily, like sissy say, my handwriting ain’t that ugly, so yup.. it turned out quite okay. haven’t have time to get her a present so shall make do with the simple notsopretty cake. (:
and we’re counting down two days to bash.. erm in fact, by the time i sleep and wake up later, it’ll be down to ONE day. really can’t wait for it to be over instead of it to come. just hopes everything turns out well yea? *keeps fingers crossed*
and i let go!
hoist the colours.
happy 21st birthday to my dearest dancing partner xumige!
4 more days to bash. things are more or less settled but still a long list of to-dos. pretty lost in the midst of projects but thank goodness for wonderful and understanding project mates that my stress level is downed one level. 18 more days to temporary freedom but right now, i just can’t wait for bash to be over! let’s party hard people, i think we deserve it. (:
and i’m so green.
mental exhaustion.
haven’t been attending lectures for a week; haven’t had time to sort out the photos i’ve taken over more than a week; haven’t had the mood to really sit down and do my part for the group projects; haven’t gotten the logistics for bash all ready up; haven’t got an idea of my entire schedule this week. there’s so much i haven’t done, but the list just seems to keep piling even worse and it’s not clearing at all. guess it’s the result of previous procrastination and current screwed-up prioritization. this sucks totally.
the route to seeking the truth seems so dark. sometimes i ask myself why i always have to ask the questions which i already have an answer to. and nobody knows how much it hurts right inside me. i even think my smiles and laughter are getting a little fake these days. and while the whatifs are here to haunt again, idk who and what i can trust nowadays. i’m really….. so tired. ):
time’s not on my side.
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tired of faking.
feels like i haven’t been home for days or maybe, just not long enough to feel at home. weekends was like totally fully well spent to the max without any work stuff which, right now, i’m experiencing the consequences of it. this week and the next seems like so tough to go through and i suppose i will have to take a break from my little space here until i free up more time for myself. just hope everything (especially bash stuff) goes well now. gotta squeeze some time for projects as well.
many things ain’t going well recently. i can’t help but cry at thoughts like this. idk what to believe but if whatever we are guessing is true, i really don’t want to know and i’d rather not know. that’s why i always believe ignorance is bliss at times. thankfully i still have great friends and buddies around with me. thankyou all for making my life and days still worth smiling. you know who you are! (:
getting unfamiliar.
unappreciated somehow,
another day off from school, self-declare off from projects and other stressful stuff. headed to IMM with g to shop a little. didn’t manage to find what i needed to for BASH logistics but i definitely had a splendid time whining and pouring all my miseries to g. hope i didn’t bore her to death. i think from the very second i met her until she left my place, i didn’t stop talking. heh. anyways, bought some ingredients from NTUC and headed home for our baking session. (:
if you think you’re worth it,
having too many vowels in your name ain’t good. see, my FULL name is like only worth 19 points on scrabble. how sad. *laughs* anyways, (finally) handed in our SSCS report and the class ended like duper early. rotted in the lab till buddy came and we played some board games in the council room while waiting for the others to head to halo bar. i’ve no idea what occasion it was for but i just followed them for awhile before daddy came to pick me up for home. shan’t talk about the tiny argument i had with him to try to get out of house again the same night but i must say, i didn’t have a good night at home for another reason. wished i was out instead! went to bed at like 4am and was feeling just a little disappointed. ):
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