follow your heart.
had a dinner gathering at jerms’ yesterday after some walkabout session at bugis with a couple of the gang peeps. anyways, it was supposed to be a belated birthday celebration but i guess there wasn’t much of that kind of mood given that it’s so belated and.. ya, the right kind of mood was just not there. hur.. but not too bad, at least the picture does looked kinda complete of the family i come to label as the gang.
perception.
tried writing notes for SQ and it almost bored me to death. was thinking of ideas how to make my notes more interesting or useful but i just had no clues. thus, i continued the old boring way. the thing about the last paper is that the motivation level is always at the bottom because it diminishes over time. plus, i just can’t help thinking i still have a lot of time for the paper when it’s merely 4 days away. argh. and i was so deprived of entertainment so to offset it a little, caught a movie at town with bernie, zhaoting and teddy in the evening. the show was great and so was the company. (:
i just want to cry out loud.
spent 9 hours re-typing my notes for ethics and i actually thought i knew most things about these three thinkers pretty well enough for the paper. but sigh, the paper really startled me. the questions were all so TOO specific that you just KNOW, or DON’T KNOW the answers. there was no way you could crap them out. plus, he set the word limits like.. less than 30, 45, 170 words for the answers and you JUST know if you’ll get that 10 marks or not. within 30 minutes, i walked out of the exam hall. sigh, i must say, i’m defeated in all 3 wars so far; just hope the last one will be better. ):
the love of beans.
great start for my 4 year-old baby. now it’s pretty much cleaned up and working faster. still saving up money for my macbook funds, not anywhere near to affording it so it’s time i treat my current baby with care for now. heh. so yup, haven’t really been active in here because there’s only so much my omnia can do for surfing – mobile twitter, mobile facebook. hahah.
smile from a random source.
stocking up snacks from Co-op after lunch at Makan Place has been our routine for the past week. and as usual, no luck with cash call still. the $300 was such a motivation but a great disappointment too. i still want to believe that one day, from our hardcore trying, we’ll get through the line. in the meantime, just hope kerk gets to, at least, hear the ring. heh! oh, and i’m very happy today because the second 61 came almost right after the one i missed when i reached the bus stop. let that be a good sign, please.. (:
more time wouldn’t help.
babe’s pick of yan yan biscuit today. but how? it’s so untrue. untrue for cash call, untrue for exams. *shakes head* talking about the latter, the paper was really extremely chui-ed today. i think it’s the worst paper i ever had in these couple of years. i’ve never felt so hopeless in a paper before. didn’t expect marcom to be like that. now, i just hope the following 3 papers will shed some light. sighs.. and i’m currently using the duper slow desktop because my laptop crashed on me 2 days ago. i wonder if it’s a good time (because it saves me from distractions) or a bad time (because it distracts me even further). been trying to revive it but to no avail. can’t even back up stuff from firefox because it seems to trigger the blue-screen more than anything else. hopefully a reformat can bring it back to life..
that moment.
it’s currently darkness at SIM now so i suppose the only way i can spend time is with my laptop. anyways, i almost lost my life, or rather, at least half of my life yesterday. idk what was wrong with me either; was so lost in my own world of thoughts that i actually crossed the road when the other side of the traffic light turned green. was still wondering why the cars were moving towards me when i got my senses back. quickly made my way back to safety and i reckon the people around there must have thought i was crazy to walk into the traffic with the vehicles approaching. hur. and to be honest, i was pretty traumatized, i couldnt think straight for the entire journey to work. *laughs* thinking back, if the cars were to be faster or i were to be slower for a couple of seconds, the traffic light in front of my block would have been an accident scene..
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