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; living life backwards while moving forward

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Flashback

a photo i managed to find; taken on cousin’s 21st birthday in 2006.
grandma is in purple. (:

been down at the wake for the past couple of nights; keeping grandma company for the last possible time. tmr later will be the day where the beautiful shell of her soul will be transformed into ashes for us to keep. can we smile and bid goodbye?

just some long thoughts.

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i want to say i’m really fine.
putting on a smile while the face awaits to crack.
photos that simply provoke memories.
unworthy thoughts in the wonder.
dreaming of the overly-wishful feelings.
waiting for the impossible.
the heart that seems to hurt.
drawing deadlines with no idea what to do.
so tired yet the mind can’t rest.
exhausted to the extreme.
giddy spells striking even more often.
like going to collapse anytime.
nothing and nobody to fall back on.
that’s probably why i’m still going strong…

anyways, thanks for all the concern messages.
much appreciated.

Sudden goodbye

a party night.
crazy fun.
bad hangover.
shocking sms.
a tearful morning.
solemn expressions.
familiar faces.
the exact same location.
a different atmosphere.
an unbearable scene.
a twist of emotions.
i need more than just some sleep.

goodbye grandma; we love you.

Giddy spells

settled down in school for DC project after lecture. this time, the lecturer decided to send someone to get more notes when we ran out of them. seems like she’s starting to accept the fact that class B students can’t stop crashing the morning class.. *smiles* anyways, the above is a treat from rene to us for allowing her some time off to have lunch with her precious boyf! so sweet of her eh? ((:

under the cut.

Kills

the thought of having so much more to do for projects is killing me. but the best thing i could do to solve the problem was sleeping through my whole afternoon. then, the unbearable gastric pain is killing me too. somebody save me, please..

Shop blings

to town, again, to shop. last minute changing of plans but still, met up with the people of my initial plan! met wu to do our brows first and i think her brows are so so so pretty right now. i mean it. don’t bother about mine though; not much difference. *laughs*

more pictures..

Sitting ducks

booth duty again today and i finally get to play my Sitting Ducks! *laughs* but ate into lecture time playing that because was busy doing the ticketing during booth opening hours. not under our job scopes actually but it was kinda fun.

triple SHOOT cards! *laughs* played Uglydolls too in the council room after class with babe and got damn high. all the WOOs and the AHHs instead of the UGLY-UGLY-UGLYs. like uber funny.. ALRIGHTS, and i’m done with my 4 entries of the day! next, i’m wondering what to do for tmr… HMMMM

Shop whites

happy teachers’ day?

to bugis street and parco with the darlings to shop since there weren’t any classes. stopped by MOF after all the walks. have always been talking about dropping by for desserts over there and finally, did it yesterday. headed to town after that to meet babe, teddy, and bernie.

the desserts and more..

Internal gathering

big family photo; the MnP loves.

so yups, finally an update on the internal gathering. been wanting to do this since Sunday but it’s not until NOW that i’ve some time to. shall see how long i’ll take to finish this entry. but caution: this entry is infested with photos! hahaha..

the love affair @ amara sanctuary resort.

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