drove to school yesterday afternoon for some networking dinner organised by the RMIT student council. almost got into an accident on the way home, i almost collided head-on with an oncoming lorry. *laughs* shows how lousy my judging of car distance from my rear/side-view mirrors is. anyways, that’s not the main point. right, was fun knowing more people from other courses as well as the council.
a list of must-knows and rules & regulation written by my cheena colleague ex-colleague. okay, as some of you might already have known, i quit my job on my first day of work! hmm, what should i say? it was too tough; the place wasn’t nice; it was too restricted; it isn’t my cup of tea. ERM, all in all, i just think the job SUCKS totally. it was like 5 hours of hell and torture. LOL.
right, at least i’m not like some irresponsible people they told me about – going to the toilet halfway after 1 hour of work and never came back. i finished up my shift for that day, giving my best shot, although already prepared to not getting paid. i even sprained my back due to the crazy carrying of heavy boxes. so much for being a FREE labour..
with that, i think i might just stop working for awhile, enjoy student life a little, be a dependent girl and get allowance from papa until i can find a better job. hahaha..
on thursday night, counting down a few more days nights before those hair are go, going, gone, out the clique went for some illegal adventure.. with two criminals, four accomplices and 2 vehicles.
i don’t hate you; i merely forgot how to love you..
mobtv is love. all the re-watchings and the catch-ups and the sneaks. i’ve caught all available episodes of the above! heh heh heh. if only i can afford such life after school starts… well, i wasn’t called the TV freak addict for nothing! LOL
sometimes i can’t comprehend, so i whine, i complain, i grumble. i’m not pointing fingers or putting blames, but why can’t friendship between two persons of different genders be pure? why must it always be suspected and misunderstood? why must simple things get complicated? where is the trust? is there even an answer to these questions?
i’m not guilty of anything, yet i feel so apologetic. each time this happens, i feel like i AM the bitch. am i so unworthy of your trust? i can’t help wondering, what am i, in your eyes.. well, i don’t know if i’d feel the same as you did if i were to be in your shoes instead. because for all we know, i may react worse. *laughs* but i guess i’d still choose to believe. in any case, if it makes you so uncomfortable, i’ll keep a distance. (:
exhausted; rotting at home the whole day watching videos seems to be draining all my energy, sucking me dry both physically and emotionally. i suddenly lost the passion to appear online like i’ve always loved to, and never used to feel sick or tired of. it was something i must do every single day even if it meant just one hour of my free time. but why, not now anymore? i don’t feel like connecting to or communicating with anyone but i just can’t seem to detach myself from my dear 3-years old gadget. probably that’s why i’m starting to feel the pleasure of appearing offline (AO).
ANYWAYS, tse hwee found a job! location: very near her home. pay: very much lesser than the previous job but a tiny bit higher than the ex-previous job. commencing: friday evening. now, she hasn’t told her parents and is thinking how to fill them in on it. *sigh*
sick of being so fair & celebrating my first day of being unemployed, had a tanning session with jo babe! the skies were damn gloomy the whole morning but we still went ahead. heh, luckily it wasn’t a wasted trip because it was duper sunny after the drizzle! *grins*
anyways, happy 21st to MEL! (:
last day of June, last day of work. finally relieved of morning & evening crowds and the office melody! not that i’m duper happy being an unemployed now, but at least, some rest before school starts next week. hehe. had a tiny bit of farewell gifts from my colleagues but i think the best present was the testimonial from boss & angela. *grins* aww, i’m so gonna miss the place!
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