keep it locked.
after spending all my supposed-mugging-time with my bed the entire day yesterday, headed out for mum+dad’s day dinner with my family and relatives. i just wanna say, i really haven’t started revision for my Tuesday paper and i think i’m really screwed this time. but then again, i think i’ve no rights at all to whine about this because it’s me who chose to put every other thing above studies so yup, i deserve whatever consequences that are coming my way. ):
i just want to cry out loud.
spent 9 hours re-typing my notes for ethics and i actually thought i knew most things about these three thinkers pretty well enough for the paper. but sigh, the paper really startled me. the questions were all so TOO specific that you just KNOW, or DON’T KNOW the answers. there was no way you could crap them out. plus, he set the word limits like.. less than 30, 45, 170 words for the answers and you JUST know if you’ll get that 10 marks or not. within 30 minutes, i walked out of the exam hall. sigh, i must say, i’m defeated in all 3 wars so far; just hope the last one will be better. ):
more time wouldn’t help.
babe’s pick of yan yan biscuit today. but how? it’s so untrue. untrue for cash call, untrue for exams. *shakes head* talking about the latter, the paper was really extremely chui-ed today. i think it’s the worst paper i ever had in these couple of years. i’ve never felt so hopeless in a paper before. didn’t expect marcom to be like that. now, i just hope the following 3 papers will shed some light. sighs.. and i’m currently using the duper slow desktop because my laptop crashed on me 2 days ago. i wonder if it’s a good time (because it saves me from distractions) or a bad time (because it distracts me even further). been trying to revive it but to no avail. can’t even back up stuff from firefox because it seems to trigger the blue-screen more than anything else. hopefully a reformat can bring it back to life..
that moment.
it’s currently darkness at SIM now so i suppose the only way i can spend time is with my laptop. anyways, i almost lost my life, or rather, at least half of my life yesterday. idk what was wrong with me either; was so lost in my own world of thoughts that i actually crossed the road when the other side of the traffic light turned green. was still wondering why the cars were moving towards me when i got my senses back. quickly made my way back to safety and i reckon the people around there must have thought i was crazy to walk into the traffic with the vehicles approaching. hur. and to be honest, i was pretty traumatized, i couldnt think straight for the entire journey to work. *laughs* thinking back, if the cars were to be faster or i were to be slower for a couple of seconds, the traffic light in front of my block would have been an accident scene..
9 more days.
i love colours and i love sweet stuffs. pretty and yummy biscuits were the lunch snack during mugging times with buddy today. anyways, i can’t figure what’s wrong with me this semester. the motivation to get up early, chop a good table to mug mug mug till the sun sets isn’t there anymore; the drive to write my own tidy colourful notes each time exams are near isn’t there anymore too. i just feel so screwed for almost ALL the modules this semester. but well, as if it helps, the desire to maintain my GPA is still there. hahah..
temporarily, though.
i’m so glad i survived till this day! finally, the long-awaited day where i can breathe properly has arrived. it also marks the end of dragging a gigantic bag to school so i can put my laptop, adapter and whatever needed for projects. and yes, the above is our prettily outlined JOURNAL report. didn’t really follow the lecturer’s guideline, just hope we’re still on the right track. (:
i smile at these.
i always like new pens everytime exams are near; buying pens just makes me happy. 3 new colours to my favourite brand of pens collection! *beams* anyways, ethics deadline is so near but reading the articles just makes me zzz. sighs. three more days to chiong! i shall try to wake up early and drive myself to school tmr and avoid evening waiting times. heh. on a side note, my legs are so hot now! just dipped them into an awesome invention called uSqueeze warm. satisfying. (:
ps: i’m hooked to theme hospital again.
change.
skipped class today to tidy up some loose parts of the reports. nothing much constructive done; can’t imagine what it’ll be like if the deadline wasn’t extended to Saturday. oh well. at least now we’ve one more extra day! it’s 11 more days before i gain freedom from the deadlines. endure! anyways, was pretty amazed to see bueno white at the stalls so i bought a packet for lunch. heh. i thought it was a new thing when i saw it in Taiwan, didn’t know Singapore has it too..
no action, talk only.
met up with my ethics groupies for projects in the morning. think we spent more time photoboothing than working. *laughs* anyways, this is the only module which i’m in a different project group as babe. funny enough, we were sitting like just a few tables away from each other today and most of our common friends gave me the puzzled look each time they go up the escalator pass me, like they can’t understand why we are separated. haha.
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