expectations.
the splitter i bought a couple of months ago has been pretty handy recently. it’s a great “device” for sharing purposes. it’s virgin use was on g’s mp3 when she wanted to share the “precious love” song with me. anyways, been back to my 2nd home these days to do up my notes. just two days for now so i guess i can’t really tell if i’ve been productive or not. counting down, exactly 2 weeks to my 1st paper and i’m nowhere near prepared. oh well..
staring at my laptop screen like that, i suddenly feel so lost. like i’ve no idea what i should do. not even giving it a thought to mug because i already said i’d only start next week. can’t find a motivation to start typing with the photos i prepared for the postdated entries because they seemed too far back. photoshop is down and i can’t let my creative juices run wild (not like i have any to start with). seems like my laptop’s going to be down really soon too but there’s nothing i can do to prevent it. and that ugly truth is haunting me again except that this time, i’m in search of it myself rather than hearing from another person. i hate how the process of seeking the truth is but it’s just pretty addictive you can’t stop digging. and lastly, i’m torn between updating my wordpress and my tumblr. both sides seems equally emo now. OH WELL. i so wanna say this: FML.
happy birthday sissy!
and my sissy turns 23 today!! while running council errands at JP today, got sissy a cake from the Icing Room as well. spent like 10-15 minutes decorating the cake a little. luckily, like sissy say, my handwriting ain’t that ugly, so yup.. it turned out quite okay. haven’t have time to get her a present so shall make do with the simple notsopretty cake. (:
and we’re counting down two days to bash.. erm in fact, by the time i sleep and wake up later, it’ll be down to ONE day. really can’t wait for it to be over instead of it to come. just hopes everything turns out well yea? *keeps fingers crossed*
hoist the colours.
happy 21st birthday to my dearest dancing partner xumige!
4 more days to bash. things are more or less settled but still a long list of to-dos. pretty lost in the midst of projects but thank goodness for wonderful and understanding project mates that my stress level is downed one level. 18 more days to temporary freedom but right now, i just can’t wait for bash to be over! let’s party hard people, i think we deserve it. (:
mental exhaustion.
haven’t been attending lectures for a week; haven’t had time to sort out the photos i’ve taken over more than a week; haven’t had the mood to really sit down and do my part for the group projects; haven’t gotten the logistics for bash all ready up; haven’t got an idea of my entire schedule this week. there’s so much i haven’t done, but the list just seems to keep piling even worse and it’s not clearing at all. guess it’s the result of previous procrastination and current screwed-up prioritization. this sucks totally.
tired of faking.
feels like i haven’t been home for days or maybe, just not long enough to feel at home. weekends was like totally fully well spent to the max without any work stuff which, right now, i’m experiencing the consequences of it. this week and the next seems like so tough to go through and i suppose i will have to take a break from my little space here until i free up more time for myself. just hope everything (especially bash stuff) goes well now. gotta squeeze some time for projects as well.
unappreciated somehow,
another day off from school, self-declare off from projects and other stressful stuff. headed to IMM with g to shop a little. didn’t manage to find what i needed to for BASH logistics but i definitely had a splendid time whining and pouring all my miseries to g. hope i didn’t bore her to death. i think from the very second i met her until she left my place, i didn’t stop talking. heh. anyways, bought some ingredients from NTUC and headed home for our baking session. (:
ignorance.
it’s 5am and i’ve just completed the whole set of about 80 MCQs for BF for the 3rd time. i wonder why some of the questions still look unfamiliar when i’ve been attempting them for so many times. oh well. it’s like 3 more hours before my alarm clock is going to ring but i’m not even sleepy at all. 6 more hours to be where i need to be for the day – studio at South Bridge road, and about 10 more hours to the BF test. hur hur, must be overwhelmed by finance and numbers that i suddenly feel so calculative in this entry. anyways, body clock seems pretty screwed up recently which i’ve no idea why. i wonder what internet, particularly MSN, has done to me. i think i’ve been nocturnalised! *laughs* well, with the energy i’m having now, i suppose i could be a little more productive and do some projects. come, wish me some luck.
confused.
i think they tried to emphasize too much on the 3D effects for this sequel which, to be honest, caused it to be quite disappointing. i find FD1 and FD3 the best if you meant the gory effects and storyline. this one, though, had a little humour here and there but as i mentioned, trying too hard for the 3D. didn’t turn out as good as i was looking forward to and expecting! wouldn’t recommend people to catch the 3D version actually, the normal one will do just fine. (:
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