the girl in the mirror,
poor nail broke in the middle of nowhere. guess i’ve been too greedy and too lazy. wanting the broken ones to grow longer or back to almost-similar length before i go for manicure so that i don’t have to trim it myself. too weak to survive any longer, it gave way today while i was packing some stuff at work. now all 10 of them are as good as botak. hurhur. i’m regretting not having them shorter. ):
cannot fathom.
had a soup bun as part of my lunch on Tuesday. after working at Roma’s for almost 3 years, i think this is my first time trying it out. honestly, the taste is superb! but it really makes you quite full. at only $5.50, it’s value for money. *laughs* sales was pretty alright that day. not very hectic but there was constant crowd to keep the cash flowing in. (:
i’m not addicted.
spent the evening and night over at the birthday chalet of our second 21st baby of the gang this year. as usual, gotta wait for the birthday boy to upload the photos. on a side note, i think the Ev*lution is slowly living up to its name. and i suddenly think my life is getting really unhealthy these days. too much alcohol intake. and i had to skip work today because i just had to. can i say i wasn’t feeling too well? hur. and i slept my entire afternoon away. but the body is still feeling pretty screwed right now.
i didn’t give up,
so tired recently i’ve no idea why. sometimes i just lose interest in things that used to be fun to me. maybe i don’t adore holidays as much as i thought i would. side tracking, it really pisses me off when all you simply have to do is acknowledge the sms by replying an “OK” or anything else. i really detest the feeling of putting in effort for everything, despite my busy schedule, but things cannot be done because i don’t get a response; there are certain things that needs a group decision, not just mine alone. anyways, been checking for assignment results for weeks but nothing has been released. been checking for new episodes for red thread as well but they are also not updated. grr.. i don’t like being kept in suspense and having to continue waiting forever for the unknown. ):
for all that matters,
i think i need more interesting photos on my blog. but for now, i’m making do with snapshots and pictures of objects. anyways, i think that salespeople can really cross- and up-sell well. or perhaps, i’m just a very easy customer. for just an eyeliner, i got myself an additional of two items. hur hur. rights. back to work, solitaired instead of reading my notes during free time, i just love the feeling of being able to slack without any guilt again. then, boss is out of town till tmr so yup, guess i’ll only get my pathetic pay on Friday..
when the time is ripe,
things are good as they are. perhaps i shouldn’t expect more than what i deserve. still, i want to think that i can see what i want to see, who i want to see, when i want to see. same goes, i can believe what i want to believe, who i want to believe, when i want to believe. it’s all in the mind right? we are humans; we can to control our thoughts and emotions. YES WE CAN! *laughs* well, just random thoughts while i look out for rainbows in the sky. it was raining meows and woofs like hours ago right? or was i dreaming in my sleep? HMMM…. rights, time for work! (:
follow your heart.
had a dinner gathering at jerms’ yesterday after some walkabout session at bugis with a couple of the gang peeps. anyways, it was supposed to be a belated birthday celebration but i guess there wasn’t much of that kind of mood given that it’s so belated and.. ya, the right kind of mood was just not there. hur.. but not too bad, at least the picture does looked kinda complete of the family i come to label as the gang.
most of the time, the hardest thing to do is
to convince myself.
some things are indeed important while some things really shouldn’t matter. exams are the priorities now; any other plans or thoughts or whatsoever CAN wait. but, saying is so easy; doing is hard. i just hate the feeling of not being firm enough to do command my heart to follow my mind. i detest the feeling of thinking of all the whatever would have been, should have been or is going to be.. maybe for starters, i should just get away and isolate myself, away from the internet and place full concentration on the notes. hopefully by not searching, not trying, not looking, not guessing, not wondering, not knowing and not waiting, things will be better. WELL, so if i don’t blog for the next couple of days, it’ll mean that i’ve successfully convinced myself. hur. till then, we shall see..
on a side note, sometimes going to work is also a form of releasing stress. just, spare me from all the difficult customers tmr please! i’m going to pamper myself and gain some weight for the last time before exams commence in 4 days’ time.. (:
happy 21st to JULIANA dearest and AMELIA pretty!
today’s lesson on IQ, EQ and refraining oneself from talking behind people’s back was a good one. it made me feel guilty for awhile that i kinda saw a need to put a fullstop to it. but sorry, i sinned again. i guess maybe, just maybe it’s still impossible to not gossip at all. well, or maybe it’s just not an easy task for me. *laughs out loud* whenever i see something, i just feel the need to share and talk about it. LOL. but i promise, i will cut down. at least, i will try…
PS: mugging shall officially start tmr. no more procrastinating. enough of dramas, theme hospital and L4D. i had enough of them all today. and i shall not stuck myself onto a new show until after exams. (:
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