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taste.

i’m learning to drink green tea; as much as i still dislike the taste of the normal chilled one, i think the tea bag one was still pretty alright. i’m going to make it my choice of drink whenever i go to work, just thought all the sugary drinks are too unhealthy. back to work today was good. ate a lot, as usual. got my pay. a pathethic sum but still, my hard-earned money. gotta plan my schedule for the month, toggle between mugging and working. hopefully time can be managed well. (:

other random writings.

Fickle

善变.

caught the movie with babe yesterday and it’s good! throughout the show, i was trying to recall what the story is all about but i kinda failed at that although i’ve read the book before. met up with the clique after that for part II of zz’s celebration. just needed to pass him the present and hopefully, he likes it. had quite a bit of photos taken but they are all with babe so yups, shall get it from her tmr?

anyways, finally got a little started with ethics project but i can’t believe i’m still empty for marcom’s creative strategy. 5 more days, i don’t know how lucky we can get this time. sighs. and my laptop’s getting crankier by day. it erases all my preferences, more errors are popping up and programs not working smoothly. i. almost. went. crazy. today. ):

on a side note, people always say 女人是善变的动物 (women are fickle-minded creatures); but what about guys? aren’t they ficke-minded too? sometimes, i want to figure what they think but trying too hard gets tiring. at times like that, i just need a break…

raise the white flag.

Bothered

BSCS; my nightmare for weeks.

AMCA project finally down! HEH. so glad, so relieved, so happy; i think i can just slack around and celebrate the entire day BUT, the schedule is reminding me that there are THREE more projects to be done. argh. anyways, hopefully printing and compiling goes well and we’ll hand our potential-HD project up tmr. *laughs*cheers to all my teamies! (:

of the day.

Efforts

far-fetched.

i’m falling in love with all the presents bought for other people’s birthdays. at times like that, i wished my birthday’s around the corner too. but then again, it wouldn’t mean i’ll get what i want. maybe if i just work hard enough, i can afford everything myself. for now, i should be satisfied to have enough savings to tide me through this year. on a side note, some gatherings are hard to do away with. other than those important ones, the rest shall wait till all 4 projects are over and done with..

敷衍;

Accomplishment

short-lived.

i feel pretty accomplished today. i found my way to peace centre with the help of maps. yes, MAPS that usually looked so alien to me. then, i found my way from there to my workplace with the help of my instinct. yes, my instinct actually worked! and, all by foot, i finished the tasks i have on hand for today in less than an hour. i am so glad, and i am so proud of myself. HAHAH.

at the end of self-praise comes some rantings.

Three-eight

三八妇女节快乐!

attended the first ever afternoon Saturday class in my life yesterday and i’m pretty surprised that the class ain’t as empty as i was expecting. maybe, just like us, everyone thought we could only get our projects at our designated class time. in any case, we got it back and it was a DI! well, in fact, there are many groups who got it so we’re nowhere real great or special but still, a great start. hopefully we can maintain or do even better. (: class ended like really early so i headed home for an early dinner before yong beng came over to drive us out.

out to town.

The goodbye

the psychological barrier.

and so, i bid my long damaged hair goodbye yesterday. actually from that picture, it looks like there’s not much difference to the length but trust me, i snipped off at least 3 inches. plus, the layers now are so minimal that my hair looks damn thick. well, it was a total damage of more than half of my February’s pay but i prefer to think that ah gong sponsored me for it.. (:

i could just laugh at myself..

Wrong focus

i’m not emo-ing.

it’s scary how things can change, or rather, how fast they do. it’s weird when you look back into something and realise it’s either not there anymore or, it wasn’t even there to start with. it’s an irony when the series of events are mismatched with time and status; things aren’t always how they are supposed to be at the supposed time. and at times, people think they are giving you what you want because they assumed so and thought that was the best for you but the truth is, they have no idea at all. but then again, who cares?

because there are no what-ifs and if-onlys in life, instead of dwelling and thinking of what could be, acceptance is often the only solution. strange emotions are feeling the atmosphere around me, i don’t even want to think about how i can help. not just myself though, people around too. sighs.

the weekend.

Undecided

in search for weeks..

bangs and perms from awhile ago.

browsed through my old photos to search for a hairstyle i’d like to have again but to no avail. *sighs* and a salon is one of the top places on my i-don’t-like-to-go list. why? because i’ve always been salon-hopping since young, yet to find a fixed and satisfied hairstylist, and i really don’t like explaining how i want my hair to be. i wished i could be rich enough to have a personal one who knows my hair the best and can suggest the hairstyle that suits me the most. haha. yes yes, dream on, i know..

still..

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