wishes.
was randomly commenting on one of my friend’s blog, making me log into my long-forgotten blogger account. looking through my User Profile made me realised how much i used to love playing around with the old Photoshop and html codes and all, coming out with a chunk of silly blogskins. i can safely say i’ve never used a template provided by Blogger itself because i was too anal to want every customized and unique to my own style..
chu wa eh.
taking a break from moonlighting on my precious off Saturday and weekend Sunday, finally got to replenish my sleep a little. but well, i actually bummed at home for 2 days, almost transforming into a 宅女 since i had no where to go. randomly, i recalled this show ah ben asked me to watch and so i did..
up and away.
moonlighting has cost me like half of my life. plus a whole week packed with parties and all, it’s like i’ve no time to rest at all. i thought this was what i wanted from the start but i realised it ain’t working out. keeping myself busy was supposed to distract me from all the unnecessary thinking and all but it seems like they still get to me even when i get a split second of unoccupied time. i suppose this isn’t a solution afterall. lost all purpose and there’s no point already. anyways, time flies right? it’s already June now and i wished i could have school holidays like the kids and go for a little getaway. the question now is, can i afford it? not so much about the money though (i’ve been spending like everything’s free recently), but more of the time. do i have it? i really wonder…
i’d smile for you.
my words may lie,
this has been what i see for more than half the time i’m awake everyday. yes, the computer and the messy desk.. anyways recently, i’ve been such a lazy ass when it comes to updating my blog. motivation came after grabbing a few apparels from winda’s new blogshop and promising to advertise for her (although my blog stats is going down the drain). but i must say some of the stuff there are really pretty! been long since i so willingly spend more than $50 on just one shop. anyways, if you linked straight to my blog and missed my static page, the blogshop is Challures ♥! do support! ((:
cruelty.
just marked the 3rd month (plus a week) of my stay at my current company so far. have always been saying how much i enjoy the company of my colleagues and i love my marketing team of 4. but sigh. life is just cruel ain’t it? just when i thought we are all moving on to the new office and all together, reality just kills it all. idk how much i’m affected but whatever news we are getting, it’s demoralising all of us. *huge sigh*
tired.
this is such an overdue picture to blog about because it was taken before mikey 头 left for his training in Japan but he’s already coming back like… tmr? *laughs* still, i like this photo. we all looked so in unison although i have to admit we were forced into hooking our hands tgt by the act-drunk man. i think would be better if amelia and jerms changed place though. then, there would be a pattern. anyhows, incomplete but that’s my lovely Ev*lution. (:
challenge.
one of the quotes-on-pictures made for my tumblr; i feel like i’m pretty in need of some “anesthesia” now. i think it’s been almost a month since i last had a good binge. and it’s Friday again! well, just that weekends don’t seem to make much of a difference except that i can dress more casually to go out. i AM still working anyways so yup, not much of excess time to sleep. hahah.
累了.
been a while since i last blogged. still can’t find myself the Photoshop program and crack. wonder if that’s a reason or an excuse. whatever the case, just want to update but hmm, gonna be a whole paragraph of whines. so if you are reading this, you just need to know i AM still alive and that is enough. whatever’s under the cut is not important. (:
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