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; living life backwards while moving forward

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Accomplishment

short-lived.

i feel pretty accomplished today. i found my way to peace centre with the help of maps. yes, MAPS that usually looked so alien to me. then, i found my way from there to my workplace with the help of my instinct. yes, my instinct actually worked! and, all by foot, i finished the tasks i have on hand for today in less than an hour. i am so glad, and i am so proud of myself. HAHAH.

at the end of self-praise comes some rantings.

5 minutes

the avoidance.

sudoku from the 4Page kept me occupied for 5 minutes during the boring marcom lecture. seems like i’m paying lesser attention in class nowadays. on random notes..

  • i wished i could draw or just, design, better.
  • i saw teddy today and thought i haven’t seen him for long.
  • i missed him a little. (:
  • the MnP photoshoot photos are awesome.
  • but i still didn’t like mine.
  • someone stepped on my wires today and off my laptop power unknowingly.
  • i was pissed.
  • i swore with the F word for more than a dozen times today.
  • projects are piling but i’m setting them aside.
  • the bloody letter D on my keyboard is kinda spoilt.
  • i’m having difficulty typing fast with the spoilt D.
  • i so want to see a rainbow right now.
  • bitching buddy suggested that i see the moon instead.
  • the moon is really blurred because the clouds covered it up.
  • bitching with the bitching buddy does brighten up my day night.
  • i’m addicted to gossip girl once again.
  • i want to watch marley and me.
  • i spent 5 minutes typing this 18 random thoughts.

i think i need some sleep. no, maybe i need to type out what babe wrote for the projects today. no, shit. what’s wrong with me and this pointless entry? i guess i just wanted to share that i completed a sudoku? ha. ha. ha.

go away.

Antidote

“if feeling inferior is a poison, then you are your own antidote.”

i like this quote that i heard from the show just now. i still think perfect cut is one of the best local productions although some people may disagree. on a side note, i just weighed myself and realised i lost 2kg! wonders if it’s the weighing machine or if it’s the bad runs i’ve been having. and then again, i don’t know if it’s good or bad because i do want to slim down anyways. hahaha.

swallowed back the tears.

Sweet treats

no longer expecting,

the sweet treat from the sweet girl, who is none other than my babe, althea teng. hehs. i thought the cupcake looked really pretty, with tissue paper as the background. it was just coincidental, didn’t put there on purpose. in any case, 3 bites and it’s in my stomach right after this shot was taken. (:

more treats..

21 candles

cotton candy crush?

birthday poster for zz which you’ll be seeing like REALLY often in this entry later. heh. anyways, he was surprisingly out from fieldcamp early so we had an impromptu meet-up for KTV at night as i had to work in the day. tell me how many guys are so lucky to be out of camp on their actual 21st birthday? not much actually if considering that they are serving the nation. (:

the adulthood.

Three-eight

三八妇女节快乐!

attended the first ever afternoon Saturday class in my life yesterday and i’m pretty surprised that the class ain’t as empty as i was expecting. maybe, just like us, everyone thought we could only get our projects at our designated class time. in any case, we got it back and it was a DI! well, in fact, there are many groups who got it so we’re nowhere real great or special but still, a great start. hopefully we can maintain or do even better. (: class ended like really early so i headed home for an early dinner before yong beng came over to drive us out.

out to town.

Of random

“all will be perfect, if you can accept imperfection.”

“the doctor with a soul” show is finally back on channel U. have been waiting for this sequel for quite some time because i really liked the first. and well, i don’t know why but there are no advanced viewing on mobTV. hence, the TV (like so rare) shall keep me occupied from 10 to 11pm every week night from now on. (:

research gone wrong?

The goodbye

the psychological barrier.

and so, i bid my long damaged hair goodbye yesterday. actually from that picture, it looks like there’s not much difference to the length but trust me, i snipped off at least 3 inches. plus, the layers now are so minimal that my hair looks damn thick. well, it was a total damage of more than half of my February’s pay but i prefer to think that ah gong sponsored me for it.. (:

i could just laugh at myself..

Wrong focus

i’m not emo-ing.

it’s scary how things can change, or rather, how fast they do. it’s weird when you look back into something and realise it’s either not there anymore or, it wasn’t even there to start with. it’s an irony when the series of events are mismatched with time and status; things aren’t always how they are supposed to be at the supposed time. and at times, people think they are giving you what you want because they assumed so and thought that was the best for you but the truth is, they have no idea at all. but then again, who cares?

because there are no what-ifs and if-onlys in life, instead of dwelling and thinking of what could be, acceptance is often the only solution. strange emotions are feeling the atmosphere around me, i don’t even want to think about how i can help. not just myself though, people around too. sighs.

the weekend.

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