the love of beans.
great start for my 4 year-old baby. now it’s pretty much cleaned up and working faster. still saving up money for my macbook funds, not anywhere near to affording it so it’s time i treat my current baby with care for now. heh. so yup, haven’t really been active in here because there’s only so much my omnia can do for surfing – mobile twitter, mobile facebook. hahah.
smile from a random source.
stocking up snacks from Co-op after lunch at Makan Place has been our routine for the past week. and as usual, no luck with cash call still. the $300 was such a motivation but a great disappointment too. i still want to believe that one day, from our hardcore trying, we’ll get through the line. in the meantime, just hope kerk gets to, at least, hear the ring. heh! oh, and i’m very happy today because the second 61 came almost right after the one i missed when i reached the bus stop. let that be a good sign, please.. (:
more time wouldn’t help.
babe’s pick of yan yan biscuit today. but how? it’s so untrue. untrue for cash call, untrue for exams. *shakes head* talking about the latter, the paper was really extremely chui-ed today. i think it’s the worst paper i ever had in these couple of years. i’ve never felt so hopeless in a paper before. didn’t expect marcom to be like that. now, i just hope the following 3 papers will shed some light. sighs.. and i’m currently using the duper slow desktop because my laptop crashed on me 2 days ago. i wonder if it’s a good time (because it saves me from distractions) or a bad time (because it distracts me even further). been trying to revive it but to no avail. can’t even back up stuff from firefox because it seems to trigger the blue-screen more than anything else. hopefully a reformat can bring it back to life..
♫ i want to break free ♫
with sis at home. had a pretty packed day. well, actually just two things on my list but they already drained off all my energy. i reckon i’ll go to bed soon after finishing up this post. have been sleeping real early these days. well, not the 10pm kind but usually just minutes after the clock strikes 12am. used to be able to stay up till 3 or 4am yet not feeling a bit of tiredness. probably, what i’m experiencing now is more normal..
getting gossipy.
i was in school at 8.40am today, stayed all the way till about 8pm and guess what.. those were the ONLY things i wrote on my notes. 11 bloody hours and that’s how much i did. okay, minus two hours i spent going to debrief and meetings, i still get myself stuck at like a page for more than 3 hours. i seriously am so screwed for ethics. i just can’t treat it like a story book and pretend i can understand the whole damn theories. guess buddy is starting to see the fidgety and cranky part of me. i just hate feeling so helpless. ):
9 more days.
i love colours and i love sweet stuffs. pretty and yummy biscuits were the lunch snack during mugging times with buddy today. anyways, i can’t figure what’s wrong with me this semester. the motivation to get up early, chop a good table to mug mug mug till the sun sets isn’t there anymore; the drive to write my own tidy colourful notes each time exams are near isn’t there anymore too. i just feel so screwed for almost ALL the modules this semester. but well, as if it helps, the desire to maintain my GPA is still there. hahah..
mugging hard?
and that’s what makes a boring mugging day less boring. sis was playing with her webcam in front of me, so i decided to join in. guess we both looked too chui without make up? hahah, cos somehow, when i couped these photos from her blog, they are all photoshopped already. maybe i should try to steal the originals to post on facebook. *laughs* in any case, selected few to illustrate how bored we both were..
wanted to know.
they were supposed to be my source of motivation. but yes, with the words “were supposed”, it simply meant they weren’t; at least, not today. probably choosing to stay home was a bad choice. was too tired thus i decided to give the trip to school a miss, and happily dreamt my way till 12pm. took out the pens, textbook, notes and paper but they have been left untouched right in front of me for 8 hours now. spent the entire time watching dramas and playing theme hospital. sighs. where’s the sense of urgency?! ):
25 hours to endure.
big aunt & uncle dropped by earlier in the afternoon. as usual, they brought my adorable little nephew along. haven’t seen him for months but he’s still as talkative as ever. the funny thing was they bought a Finding Nemo CD which they assumed was a DVD of the movie but it turned out to be an interactive games CD. had it installed on our desktop anyways. but well, it was too complicated for him to understand. quite sad actually cos he had totally no clue on what’s going on but had to just move the cursor around, in hope of finding some novel motions apart from the empty seabed scene he has been facing for minutes. haha.
eve of the last war; began preparations early this morning but somehow, i lost my momentum as the day proceeds on.. *yawns* the heavy contents are killing me man. how i hope there’s a memory card for my brain and i can simply store the whole textbook inside.. motivation please!!
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