growing out.
Saturday night was out to supper with the Clique and i was reminded about how much i’ve neglected them. ah chu claims that i’m not around 9.5 out of 10 times when they go out, which probably is the cause of the bit of a distance between me and them. i never realised how close the guys have became. sometimes i wonder if it’s the working life that’s taking me away from everyone who are still studying/serving NS or is it just myself..
up and away.
oh my awesomely colourful MnP. group photo taken last Saturday at the internal gathering. not like we’re part of the department still but, me and babe, we are alumni! hahaha. thanks for still having us invited people. (: had the normal rounds of games followed by the usual stuff. i’ve to admit, though, that the department has really gone through a tremendous change of culture, very very different now from when i first stepped in..
where you and i collide.
scrolled through my albums and i’ve to repeat how much i love this picture. moments like this.. how many can you actually capture? life’s the same. it’s like this exact moment when you thought you got hold of something, you may just lose it the next, before you even know it. guess we just have to treasure life’s every little moment. cut away the expectations because the more you expect, the more disappointed you are going to get. and on the other end, when you don’t expect, everything good that comes your way IS a bonus. i suppose i can slowly do without that evil E word. that’s going to be when these sore feelings and misery will be gone with the wind. and that should also be when i don’t have to wear a facade anymore. till then, bear with me… (:
still trapped
i’ve been contemplating whether to have my twitter locked up for a long time. and each time, i managed to call off the idea as i didn’t see a point having it locked since it was meant to be part of my blog feed when i first started twitting. just that these days, other than replying twits, i seem to use it more than my blog, where i expose and share all my emo thoughts. hurhur. still, guess i wouldn’t lock it anytime soon since it’s taking up most of the space on my tumblr. i actually have no idea why i need a tumblr and what my tumblr is doing for me but it seems like it IS the other avenue to do thoughts that are too long to be twitted and too personal to be blogged. whatever the case, i just felt this space has been emptied for long again which is why i’m crap-whining here. rights, don’t mind me. i’m just finding the motivation to blog again. probably, a new computer would help. *looks at mike* HMMM….
a good 7 days 6 nights.
just like that, the long awaited week’s trip to Taipei with EPIC is over! the weather over there was super ownage, think we hit the lowest of about 9°C on the last night. and we were all pretty champions in our dressing especially me and buddy on certain nights. imagine wearing a singlet or sleeveless top. *laughs* oh ya, we clubbed on the first night upon reaching there. bought another bottle another random night and drank again. partyworld-ed on the last night/morning for 6 hours and did a lot of other crazy stunts like walking in the rain near the sea with all the breeze. watched hai pai tian xin live on TV and loads of other variety shows. oh oh oh, and i had my hair permed the afternoon just before we flew back! (:
merry christmas?
feels like crap because my laptop is starting to fail me due to the lack of storage space. now that i’m done converting all my songs, the harddisk has easily used up like another three times of the space it used to take up. now i can’t even use photoshop because the error message that my scratch disk is full won’t stop appearing. to be honest, it makes me feel a little lost to be unable to do stuff that i’ve always been doing without fail. on a side note, i had 3 great xmas parties for the past 3 nights and i totally slept to my fullest today, clocking like a 9-6 sleeping time as if it was my job. feels really nua to the max but i guess it’s enough rest for now! gonna get my lazy ass back to work tmr. probably, it’s time to look for a proper job too. once i achieve that, i shall be looking at a new companion very soon..
a lot of thoughts going through my mind lately, some of which i wished i didn’t have to be bothered with. i wanted to feel like an adult, being able to handle things more maturely. i guess buddy is right, needing the courage to do the right things is definitely something i need to work on. just a little tired of too many things, i’m going on my disappearing act again. but of cos, twitter is a place i’ll never go missing from. hur. but well, till i get my mood back, don’t miss me! (:
happy birthday to me!
a BLITE affair is finally over and i cannot say enough thankyous to everyone who made it possible! the whole party was pretty much a rush, i finally can uds the hardwork of planning and holding a large-scale party like that. i was actually getting really paranoid at the beginning of the party due to my hair which couldn’t stay the way it was styled to be. then, there were plenty of mini screw-ups here and there. i would say the party was not perfect at all, didn’t go according to how i was expecting it to be and i’m guilty of neglecting all my guests especially my relatives. sorry if i made anyone unhappy but please don’t take it to heart! you guys mean the whole world to me, everyone of you who came! the whole party wouldn’t be complete without you. my apologies for the notveryuptostandard place, my neglience and other imperfect stuff. hope you people liked the food, the cake, and everything else! THANKYOU LOVELY PEOPLE! (:
4 more days.
this last semester in school seems really different from previous semesters. probably too many commitments and changes going on that i feel so busy, so overwhelmed with stuffs. suddenly realised that it’s been months since i last uploaded a photo onto facebook and also months since i blogged everyday. i guess part of the reasons would be the laptop always getting cranky on me. everytime i open my photoshop, the whole laptop kind of malfunctions. not being able to do stuffs just makes me feel so unlike myself. then again, would it be that i’ve grown to not place importance on these notveryimportanttostartwith stuff or has i just got sick of it? that’s really food for thought.
anyways, been really REALLY unproductive with studies and it’s not a good sign considering that it’s the last two papers in my entire, hopefully, student life. shouldn’t i be more motivated instead? side-tracking, the top few things i want to do after my last paper on Thursday will be to:
of cos, all the fun & entertainment should follow suit. well, still very indecisive of whether to go on a holiday. maybe i should just start looking for a job straight away. in any case, just need these papers to be over and damn, i really should get back to my notes now. 15 more hours and 8 more chapters to go! JIAYOU EVERYONE! (:
rest in peace.
and mugging continues, at my same favourite spot. been online a little lesser because i made a very rational decision of not bringing the laptop along since typing of notes is more or less done. not like there’s a tremendous increase in productivity but at least, there isn’t so much to distract myself. the weekend has been a little too much to take but right now, i just hope nothing affects my studies.
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